Wednesday, August 31, 2005
` 1:05 AM
人生就是为了找寻爱的过程，每个人的人生都要找到四个人。
第一个是自己,
第二个是你最爱的人，
第三个是最爱你的人，
第四个是共度一生的人.
首先会遇到你最爱的人，然後体会到爱的感觉；
因为了解被爱的感觉，所以才能发现最爱你的人；
当你经历过爱人与被爱，学会了爱，才会知道什么是你需要的,
也才会找到最适合你，能够相处一辈子的人。
但很悲哀的，在现实生活中，这三个人通常不是同一个人；
你最爱的，往往没有选择你；最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的；
而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的,
只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。
你，会是别人生命中的第几个人呢？
没有人是故意要变心的，他爱你的时候是真的爱你，
可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了，
他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你；
同样的，他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你 。
当一个人不爱你要离开你，
你要问自己还爱不爱他，
如果你也不爱他了，千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开；
如果你还爱他，你应该会希望他过得幸福快乐，
希望他跟真正爱的人在一起，绝不会阻止，
你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福，就表示你已经不爱他了，
而如果你不爱他，你又有什么资格指责他变心呢？
爱不是占有，
你喜欢月亮，不可能把月亮拿下来放在脸盆里，
但月亮的光芒仍可照进你的房间。
换句话说，你爱一个人，也可以用另一种方式拥有，
让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆，
如果你真爱一个人，就要爱他原来的样子─爱他的好，也爱他的坏：
爱他的优点，也爱他的缺点，
绝不能因为爱他，就希望他变成自己所希望的样子，
万一变不成就不爱他了。
真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的，
你只知道无论何时何地、心情好坏，你都希望这个人陪著你；
真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守，也就是没有丝毫要求。
毕竟，感情必须付出，而不是只想获得；
分开是一种必然的考验，
如果你们感情不够稳固，只好认输，
真爱是不会变成怨恨的。
两人在谈情说爱的时候，
最喜欢叫对方发誓，许下承诺我们为什么要对方发誓，
就是因为我们不相信对方，我们根本不相信情人，
而这些山盟海誓又很不切实际：
海枯石烂、地老天荒，都不能改变我对你的爱!
明知道海不会枯、石不会烂、地不会老、天不会荒；
就算会，也活不到那时候。
许下诺言的时候千万注意，不要许下可以实现的诺言，
最好是承诺做不到的事，
反正做不到的，随便说说也不要紧，
请记住：”不可能实现的诺言最动人”
在爱情里，说的是一套，做的是另一套；
讲的人不相信，听的人也不相信。
你呢？找到了第几个？
茫茫人海中，你遇见了谁？谁又遇见了你？
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` 12:34 AM
Before and after... 
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` 12:34 AM
Alamak no photos...
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` 12:31 AM
Jer's Birthday Celebration pics!!!
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Monday, August 29, 2005
` 11:40 PM
She's really a very busy or should I say; well organised person. Wah lau eh...celebrate her birthday for her still need advanced booking one leh. Then hor only managed to get a slot in the afternoon for a KTV session. What is upsetting is that she never even mention our outing in her blog! Aiyoh this just goes to show how important this group of 3rd yr poly mates are to her lol...
Aiyah anyway, it was not really considered a birthday celebration, maybe more of a catching up session. Like what I always say, these occasions are always the best times to get people to catch up with each other. However the irony is not all turned up, only 4 persons went for the tcss session. Hmmm, let me see, our group consist of 7 persons, so let us take a look at why the other 3 can't make it.
1) Jean
Reason being she's actually working 20hrs per day in the bank and this was a tight period for her as she was busy preparing for some budgeting stuff.
2) Susanna
Reason being she went wakeboarding and it just ended at 3 plus and still at Punggol.
3) Chris
Reason being work ended late at 4 so just reach home very tired.
Haiz...That's the reason why I always find organising this type of outing a hassle. Arranged liao but last minute sure got people put 747 one. Anyway cannot blame them also lah...not all of them like KTV mah.
Anyway, got to catch up a bit at the outing and wah I didn't know someone was single liao leh. My reception for this kind of information very laggy leh. It kinda like happen 2 to 3 months back liao and I just got to know it. Think I must log on more to msn to keep myself updated with the latest gossips. Hope that she can find her golden tortoise soon lah now that the wooden one is out of the way haha.
Wah still got Teckwei, it was some kinda belated birthday celebration for him cause he's older than Jer by 1 week...power man this time go KTV dare to open golden mouth and finally sing more liao. Last time go there, don't even want to sing now at least not bad liao leh...steady lah. Ya hor, not forgetting the birthday girl herself...actually nothing much happen to her lah. But I'm expecting her to enter into a relationship within the next 2 months cause I think someone's back and she seems to be reciprocating the feelings...keke. We shall wait till the next outing to see whether my guess is right. ;p
Now I still have to plan a timetable to make sure everyone has a turn to plan an outing for a month..haiz. Still have to try to arrange a Genting trip hmmm...don't know whether will work out in the end. We shall look forward to it...
Actually got pic taken lah, but hor Diane haven't send to me leh...I'll post it up right after she send it over...kudos.
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` 11:00 PM
It's been a few days since I last posted...well been kinda busy this few days with lotsa things happening around me. Let's start with Jason's shocking news first. He's going to get married! I remembered catching up with him last week during William's birthday and we didn't even mentioned anything about our partners and out of a sudden, he's getting married omg... Initially I thought Hanxi was just joking with me when I first received his call, but I realised that it wasn't a joke when William also called me enquiring about Jason.
The person himself finally called me and broke the news to me. I felt a bit confused (never even met his girlfriend b4 lol) but was also happy for him. To think that all the brothers thought I would settle down first...well they were wrong, Jason actually beat me to it haha. So it kinda means I'll have to burn a big hole next month due to the wedding season...wah lau eh already got 2 red bomb liao leh.
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Monday, August 22, 2005
` 9:04 PM
Car
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` 9:03 PM
Baby
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Saturday, August 20, 2005
` 12:30 AM
Pardon my language in this post. This post is actually dedicated to all idiots in the world who does not know how to respect others by speaking in a nice manner. An idiot really pissed me off yesterday by talking like a rude ass. Shit is the word! I was using such a nice tone to talk to him and he was like a bloody fool shouting off at the other side of the phone as if I owed him a million bucks. Even if I owed him a million bucks, I think he should still give people some freaking respect. I guess he's a person with very very very very extremely low moral education or maybe no education at all.
Respect is earned and respect doen't comes just because of the post you're in! That freaking fool actually just spouted nonsense and tried to be difficult when I requested something from him. And he even mentioned his BIG NAME and organisation he was from previously and he thinks he's really that great by saying all the crap. Seems to me that he's a big bloody foolish jerk who only knows how to boss people around. I really pity those who have to work with him day in and out. My condolences to all who's working under him.
He really pissed me off to the extend that I couldn't eat anything. Thinking of him just simply makes my blood boil! He really made my day suk. I've never ever been so fuking pissed by someone before. He must be an expert in this area!
Anyway, I really hope everyone would try to speak nicely and not act like a dumb ass like some others would because it would really reflect very badly on your origins.
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Friday, August 19, 2005
` 1:00 AM
Well, it's William's Birthday again...Finally another reason for all the busy brothers to catch up. Sometimes, only with these reasons are we able to get brothers together for a gathering. Even these reasons can't seem do the trick sometimes haha. Too much committment for all of them I guess; not to even mention myself.
The turnout for that night was great. Let's me recall who was around, William, Dennis, Garry (myself), Steven, Hanxi, Roy, Raymond, Alex, Donovan, Yibao, Jason and not forgetting the only girl that night... William's girlfriend. Well I haven't been catching up with some of them for as much as I can recall...years? haha. Well anyway it was nice to see all my brothers together again, talking cock and having all those stupid entrepreneurial ideas which would never work out as Singapore would never accept those clubs to be set up lol.
Anyway, seeing each and everyone with their own achievements really made me glad. However, it also made me started thinking; What have I achieved so far? Hmmm It's still a question I pose to myself every now and then. I'm still like someone waiting for an opportunity to come along...or should I say waiting for that someone to realise the talent in me haha. People say that opportunity don't come round twice, but I'm still waiting for the first one to come by... I really wish that I could get out of this rat race...hmmm well it takes time.
Let's not dwell further on my achievements, which I can't seem to recall any...lol. Did I mention when we went that night? Well, we couldn't make up our mind actually. William was supposed to come up with a suggestion as I've already arranged for all the brothers to meet up, but he can't seem to fix a place. So in the end, we went back to a place to reminisce our childhood days...guess what...Boat Quay lol. That was one hell of a place where we spent during the age of close to 18. The only difference this time there was that we were there to chill out and relax and not to shake our bodies till they shatter. Found a nice place just behind Shah Alam, I think it's call Zen. Atmosphere was ok and I guess all the brothers had a fantastic night out talking cock.
I remember asking them sometime back before when we were going out on every weekend. I asked them 'Bros, when do you think we'll start having lesser and lesser of all this outings?' And I remembered them saying, it will never stop haha...well I told them It'll get lesser and lesser one day. It's a fact that we had to face with. That night I asked the same question again, this time the response was different, everyone started to realised what I've said that time was true. But we all made it a point to try to catch up once in a few months.
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Wednesday, August 10, 2005
` 12:30 AM
Well...it's National Day. A very big event for Singaporeans, it's our 40th birthday. So how did I spend my day...hmmm let me put it this way, I was playing hide & seek. You know, something like those which you played when you were kids. Initially, everything was great. We caught a movie at GV Plaza, yeah Wedding Crashers...It was kinda nice and goofy. Wondering if we would get caught if we tried that in Singapore. After the movie, we caught a bite and started talking about how much work there is to be done and how unwell I'm feeling today. And BOOM...emotions started stirring and the catching game begins.
For the past few years, I've been playing hide & seek with her. Whenever emotions takes control of her, the catching game begins and I'll have to start looking as she'll be somewhere hiding. I really can't take it anymore this time round. In the end, after futile attempts to locate her, I decided to take a cab home cause my body doesn't seem to be able to take it anymore (Feeling very sick). On my way back, things started to flash into my mind. Was it something I did or said that make things turn out this way? I guess maybe... Anyway this National Day didn't turn out much what I expected it to be. I just wanted a simple day even if it means lazing at home for the whole day. Instead I spent my time out playing hide and seek.
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Thursday, August 04, 2005
` 8:59 PM
Turn Left?
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Wednesday, August 03, 2005
` 1:00 AM
Today really suk for me... I returned home in the wee hours of the morning after work and only managed to catch a few hours of sleep. I was awakened by the deafening sound of the stupid ringtone of my phone just 3 hours into my sleeep and somebody was on the line telling me to prepare for work again. I pulled myself out of the freaking bed and dragged my limp body to the bathroom. I think I should have been in the bathroom for more than half an hour before I realised I was really late...
Finally, I arrived at the seminar and obviously chose a wrong seat; it was right under a bl**dy spotlight. Well for the 1st half of the speech, I was trying to really concentrate on the speaker...however I was struggling and drifting away when the 2nd speaker start talking. And guess wat, i couldn't even catch a wink due to the stupid fact that I've got a seat under the spotlight which was in the direct view of the speakers. Eventually the whole ordeal ended and i managed to survive and dragged myself back home again...
Things usually doesn't just end this way... When I got home, I tried very hard to make myself fall asleep, but apparently for some stupid reasons, the more I forced myself to sleep, the more awake I became. And when i finally felt myself drifting away, I was awaken by omg...绝对 Superstar...it really kinda startled me cause it was one of the contestant's voice which woke me up but I can't recall which one..hmph. Anyway, since I'm already up, I might as well just watch the show and keep myself entertained. After hearing the male singers, I realised that Junyang really does have the potential of the makings of a Star in terms of his voice. From the judges polling, actually we should be able to know whom they prefer. For the guys, I think they prefer Junyang and ladies whilst, I think they prefer Pang Jia Li...don't know whether I got the name correct...They're the more potential ones to become the next star.
Phone rings...oh it's her...so we started chatting. Kaoz, 'conversation censored' ....end result of chat...QUARREL. Then got into MSN...saw Jer...talked to her and realised I'm kinda backdated for not having a blog and so here I am with my first blog haha. Better end it now and get some sleep before something else happens again...
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