Wednesday, March 15, 2006
` 9:34 PM
I finally mustered my courage or should I say foolishness and took the plunge. I wasn't much of a risk taker, so wondering if it was too much of books that lead me to turn to becoming a risk taker...天堂有路无人到,牢门紧闭有人敲...Don't know whether it's a right or wrong decision but since the decision is made, I gotta stick to it and stay focus...like what people always say...don't live your life full of regrets.
Comfort zone..yes that's what I've been pondering over...'日有所思,夜有所梦' is it wise to leave my comfort zone? Well I managed to convince myself that I should leave this comfort zone and strive for what I wish to achieve while I'm young. I have lots of feeling for this place, bringing myself to leave this location was the hardest part. Been there for the past 5 years, watched it grow from a small unit to a department...it meant a lot to me and it holds beautiful memories. But in life one must always move on, even if I'm still there I would have to move to other departments sooner or later. There's a chinese saying '天下无不散之宴席' and the time has come for me to move on. Well it's not as if I won't be in contact with them anymore...technology so advanced nowadays...got cellphones mah.
Mixed feelings is what I'm having now...she was very kind and really wanted me to make a decision that I feel is right for me and I really appreciate it. I could feel that she's really concerned and worried for me and I feel that it's a blessing to me. Thank you...your advice is most enlightening.
I think right now I should sort out everything in life and start on progress to the next chapter of my life bringing on with me the lovely memories...Wish me luck
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