The road is long, you will grow strong

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

` 2:50 PM

Stuff almost cleared...though haven't worked here for really that long but there's still quite a bit to bring back with me...one of the things that I would miss dearly is the view here...simply fantastic view...the next thing i guess would be the people here...though not a big place with many people to miss but it's a small office like this that people have closer bonds i guess..

Well..these few days suddenly got 无聊 ba..started finding those interesting mysteries such as The Flying Dutchman probably due to Pirates of the Carribean; 永恒国度，人王与圣母 probably very much induced by 我和僵尸有个约会; Bermuda Triangle。Stuffs like that used to interest me many many years back when I was much younger but these few days probably too bored liao..started to do all the 'extra' stuffs...tried to dig into the deep secrets behind the mysteries..apparently not much information available on it..or maybe it's just me.

I am actually bored to the extent that I'm watching how people fish on YouTube...then slowly the tags actually led me to sea creatures, then aliens, then UFOs, then ghosts...surprising it led me back to car racing...probably because ghosts drift and cars drift too...

Any places to recommend for a short trip during this period of time...sianz..school holidays leh but if i don't go for a short trip before I start in my new job. I will feel very 对不起自己。

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Monday, May 28, 2007

` 4:59 PM

Finally manage to write out the full version liao...to all lovers of Redwan Ali's song. Enjoy...

Would you be there - Redwan Ali (Full Version)

If I were blue, would you be there for me
and whisper in my ear that's ok
Would you stand by me,
let me hold you tight
and say you love me one more time

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me
and touch my lips with tender loving care
Would you die for me,
Would you run with me, and never look back

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one to take my breath away

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one to take my breath away
Would you be there...

If I am alone, would you still think of me
and wish that you could hold me now
Would you die for me, Would you run with me,
All the way...

Would you be there to love to be with me

Would you swear that your love is always true

Would you say that you'll always be the one to take my breath away

Would you be there to save my soul tonight

Would you swear that your love is always true

Would you say that you'll always be there

To kiss my pain away...

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one to take my breath away

Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there
To kiss my pain away...

Would you be there...
For Me...

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Thursday, May 24, 2007

` 10:37 PM

Really start to love this song...it's one of the songs in Mars vs Venus 幸福双人床 shown on Channel 8 @ 2100hrs. Tried extracting the lyrics while listening to it..quite meaningful..

Would you be there - Redwan Ali

If I were blue, would you be there for me
and whisper in my ear that's ok
Would you stand by me,
let me hold you tight
and say you love me one more time

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me
and touch my lips with tender loving care
Would you die for me,
Would you run with me, and never look back

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one to take my breath away

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one to take my breath away
Would you be there...

你是我呼吸的唯一理由。以后你说什么，我的心都不会说不的。

Which couple would you like to become in the show? Which couple do you think is the model couple?

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Monday, May 14, 2007

` 2:29 PM

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` 2:06 PM

Well..I have just tendered my resignation but sad to say..unsuccessful. My resignation has always been unsuccessful on the first occasion..I am always rejected of the right to resign haiz..haha. But my boss is really good to me..took me a lot of time and struggle before I convinced mself that I should leave the company. But he made me a counter offer which was slightly better than what the other company is offering me even though I insisted I need to leave ..he still wanted me to consider his offer. Well no choice got to consider ba...But well I guess he should know that my answer is still the same. Guess once I submit the letter, my mind is already made it and I don't think he can change my mind abt it...although i gotta say the offer sounded attractive with and offer of 10% of company share..hmm but it's not really making money now also haiz...I just found it so hard to break the news to him..took me sometime before I entered his room to talk. He tried for the past 1 and a half hrs to convince me but to no avail...well guess gotta reject him another day...so sad..

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Friday, May 11, 2007

` 12:42 PM

My Ah Ma's has very strong will power...for the past 2 days when we visited her, she was trying to walk around and started having very good appetite. Very happy to see her back to normal again but nevertheless still worried. Think still need to observe her for a while and make sure everything is ok. She still talks about what happened that day..saying that she saw a lady with a big cat standing beside her bed. Dad said that the description resembles my grandma's mother-in-law. We kept telling her it was her fever that caused the hallucinations and that she was thinking too much. Dad keep telling her to be strong and not think of such things. Well yesterday saw her smiling again...Glad, happy & reassured...Thank you for all those who blessed my Ah Ma.

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Wednesday, May 09, 2007

` 2:09 AM

My parents were supposed to be in Genting gambling, out of a sudden received a call from them saying that they'll be rushing back by plane cause Grandma is seriously sick. I called Grandma's place and hear that it was pretty serious with the doctor citing that these 3 days are the crucial time. We rushed down to the airport at 12 midnight to fetch my parents who rushed back from Genting and proceeded straight to Grandma's house.

When I saw Grandma, I thought everything was fine as she was still able to talk and gesture. Then we were told that Grandma was too weak and was unable to walk on her own. She has been having a high fever prior to our arrival. I suddenly realised I have not taken a really good look at Grandma and how much she has changed, how weak and frail she has grown. But the final breaking point was when Grandma started to give each of us money as if she was trying to divide her fortune. I couldn't handle it anymore and broke down. I shouldn't have done that though because it cause everyone else in there to start...and it was the first time i saw my dad cry. But i really couldn't help myself, tears kept welling up my eyes...i even left the room so as not to stir up emotions but nothng seem to be able to stop it.

Everything seems to flash back...she has changed, changed so much. I have never realised how weak and frail she has become...why what happened. The grip on my hand when she held it...so firm yet so distance. There's really a mixed feeling of the 3 days cited by the doc.........

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